Sunday, 18 January 2009

Goodbyes

I always feel like I'm having to say goodbye to someone and that this comes at the wrong time in my life.
This morning my Mum and Stepdad (who is like a father to me) left for Bulgaria. Its a permanent move. Very upsetting. Ever since my parents broke up when i was 12 i have always been without one parent. My mum moved to Worcester when i was 15 so i lost her and now I'm losing her again after only having her back a year.
I'm mostly upset for my daughter as she adores my Mum and stepdad (who is her male role model) plus I'm scared that its going to be semi impossible to cope with Uni and life now that my main support system has gone but i understand why they have left.
I guess things like this teaches you that you only have yourself to rely on.

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