New years eve wish.

Well as I'm going to record my thoughts here, I thought I could also have somewhere to vent!
My new years eve is not going to plan....I'm meant to be at my cousins wedding but instead I'm at home resting. I have a stomach ulcer that is pretty much controlling my life right now. My first semester in year 2 at uni is fucked due to me having to miss most of it thanks to this lovely ulcer. How the fuck I got it I don't know....I'm 23 years old! gahhh!

When your health is compromised it makes you stand back and re think things.
I was recently in America to see a band I'm fond of and had to fly home earlier and miss the entire thing due to getting ill...plus i had a trip booked in Jan, again in America and have had to drop out of that because of this.
I'm getting to the point where I'm sick of trying to fight it because its getting me no where.
I just want some normality back!

Somewhere to record my thoughts.

So I have recently started to question things I have taken for granted. There seems to be a lot that I do not know. I am not armed with the knowledge that I need to believe in the things that I do.
Usually I refuse to make new years resoloutions as after the 3rd or 4th year of breaking them, i thought them pointless. However this year I am going to make myself a promise to read more, gather facts and educate myself.
I am going to use this blog to record my thoughts over the next few months as i have a terrible memory!